Today is the “expected” date for delivering but I can say, nothing yet! She is moving so nice in there and I think she will stay a couple of days longer. But this is something I expected and not to get disappointed. But suddenly I am more nervous and scared then I have been until now during these 9 months. I’m scared of how it’s gonna be, how is the pain gonna feel and all these questions of the unknow. The thought of not having control of the situation is also scary. So many things. All I can do is to rest, trying to prepare mentally and enjoy these last days with her kicking inside. To keep myself occupied I make some changes around here at home while it’s just getting colder outside.